Mother's Day

I felt anxious all day and almost forgot it was mothers day(haven't slept yet).....

Almost 5 years ago (on June 11) I lost the most important woman in my life, my mom.

I was so blessed to have a mom who I adored, someone who was my best friend and someone I strive to be, even half the mom she was to me.

I still miss our daily phone calls, sometimes an hour sometimes just a min to check in. I am thankful it still hurts this much because I never want to forget her.

If you haven't called your mom today...please do...I hope everyone that still has there mom on earth with them can be with them today.

Need to cry now hugs

aughhhh! Hate it when ....

My hubby works night shifts!!!

after so many years of having hubby work days , then having to adjust to shift work aughhhh it's so hard!
I think my mommy brain shuts down .....

The toddler who out of the blue decides to fall asleep on me last night and wakes me by drenching me and the couch in pee! and the moody pubescent girl who's brain is started to blank out most of the time....and the ANNOYING 14 year old who does his best to make the bladder challenged toddler and the MPG scream at every opportunity, not to mention that he has to imput on everything that is said if it is wanted or not.

DEEP BREATH

Yes I love them...but they are driving me to LOOSE IT!!!

venting done..(tried to find a picture of mom pulling her hair out, no luck :)

Rain.. rain go AWAY!!

It must be the weather ..again...I have been trying to move my butt off this computer for hours now.......Does anyone know how to hook up electic shock therapy to a computer chair?
So everytime I sit...ZAP!!! cure the compusion! lol

I have to get ready for another "i've outgrown it sale" tomorrow...eeesh...should be fun loading all my crap in the rain!!!

k...I'm done.....wish I could kick my own ass to get it moving!!!

Wish me clear weather for the morning please!!

:)

future banner....maybe

ADDICTION

What would I do without my computer and the Internet?

Take a walk, clean my house spend time with my family? Lol...no really ... I am truly addicted to this amazing technology!

I have been able to start and sustain my home businesses, search for advice on medical info when my kids are ill, help with home work...otherwise I'm sure they would fail...as I am not smarter then the average 8th grader despite my college education. :)

I absolutely have switched to the dark side of scrapbooking...lol...I just love digi scraping! I am not sure what to do with all the stickers and paper I have purchased over the past 16 years!

I have also managed to keep my sanity (somewhat) by meeting and chatting other great moms from all over the world. How else could any normal mom have this oppertunity!

ohhhhh and did I mention the great pass time of shopping and E-BAY!!!!! that is a totally different story :)

Now I fear this BLOG life will be my new fix......but I almost feel like I need two of them though....one for venting, complaining and sorting out my mental state and one for sharing my wonderful kids and family adventures and positive thinking only site....guess it will depend on the time of month...lol

Well that is all for now......off to do some house work before the wild bunch comes home

hugs!

Warning- crazy mom zone...Enter at your own risk!

Lol ...yes it's official I am a blogger!!

My vent zone, my savior, my escape from reality.....am I expecting too much?

I grew up with journals and diaries, private and personal. Now in the age of computers I am about to expose myself to all my friends on how nuts I really am!!

I am a mom of four a wife of...ummmm...almost 15 years!

I never claim to be sane or "normal"...and I'm sure if you read my post many will wonder that as well.

Ananimity...I wish but sure with sharing all my crazy rantings of a desperate housewife, I will also want to share my joys of being a mom :)

Welcome my old friends and my new ones...I welcome positive loving comments always....please keep the ones that are not on your blog :) lol

Stir Crazy

Spring has sprung and I haven't quite recovered from my winter hibernation of 8 months!

My home is is desperate need of spring cleaning(again this month), but can't seem to motivate my butt today.

Today I feel like I am on a spinning Merry-go-round with my tongue out spinning faster and faster...I feel like I need to get out of my skin but just can't? Does this make sense to any of you mom's out there?

I'm so ready for peace and quiet.......3 down one to go....and no it's not the toddler!

Another big day tomorrow, gymboree with the DC ( demon child) and grocery shopping with the Lurker.....not looking forward to another $800 grocery bill.....Why do they eat so much!!!

My goal for tomorrow...clean DC's room and get ready for another "i've out grown it sale"...yeah...not enthusiastic at all! but so need to get rid of more crap....and not to eat so much. I know the moods and the munchies is just hormonal.....but I'm so tired of
them :(

Well I'm off to veg in front of the T.V....great habit I know, my one of MANY!!