Sunday, May 13, 2007

Mother's Day

I felt anxious all day and almost forgot it was mothers day(haven't slept yet).....

Almost 5 years ago (on June 11) I lost the most important woman in my life, my mom.

I was so blessed to have a mom who I adored, someone who was my best friend and someone I strive to be, even half the mom she was to me.

I still miss our daily phone calls, sometimes an hour sometimes just a min to check in. I am thankful it still hurts this much because I never want to forget her.

If you haven't called your mom today...please do...I hope everyone that still has there mom on earth with them can be with them today.

Need to cry now hugs

Sunday, May 6, 2007

aughhhh! Hate it when ....

My hubby works night shifts!!!

after so many years of having hubby work days , then having to adjust to shift work aughhhh it's so hard!
I think my mommy brain shuts down .....

The toddler who out of the blue decides to fall asleep on me last night and wakes me by drenching me and the couch in pee! and the moody pubescent girl who's brain is started to blank out most of the time....and the ANNOYING 14 year old who does his best to make the bladder challenged toddler and the MPG scream at every opportunity, not to mention that he has to imput on everything that is said if it is wanted or not.


Yes I love them...but they are driving me to LOOSE IT!!!

venting done..(tried to find a picture of mom pulling her hair out, no luck :)

Friday, May 4, 2007

Rain.. rain go AWAY!!

It must be the weather ..again...I have been trying to move my butt off this computer for hours now.......Does anyone know how to hook up electic shock therapy to a computer chair?
So everytime I sit...ZAP!!! cure the compusion! lol

I have to get ready for another "i've outgrown it sale" tomorrow...eeesh...should be fun loading all my crap in the rain!!!

k...I'm done.....wish I could kick my own ass to get it moving!!!

Wish me clear weather for the morning please!!


Tuesday, May 1, 2007

future banner....maybe


What would I do without my computer and the Internet?

Take a walk, clean my house spend time with my family? really ... I am truly addicted to this amazing technology!

I have been able to start and sustain my home businesses, search for advice on medical info when my kids are ill, help with home work...otherwise I'm sure they would I am not smarter then the average 8th grader despite my college education. :)
I absolutely have switched to the dark side of just love digi scraping! I am not sure what to do with all the stickers and paper I have purchased over the past 16 years!

I have also managed to keep my sanity (somewhat) by meeting and chatting other great moms from all over the world. How else could any normal mom have this oppertunity!

ohhhhh and did I mention the great pass time of shopping and E-BAY!!!!! that is a totally different story :)

Now I fear this BLOG life will be my new fix......but I almost feel like I need two of them for venting, complaining and sorting out my mental state and one for sharing my wonderful kids and family adventures and positive thinking only site....guess it will depend on the time of
Well that is all for to do some house work before the wild bunch comes home